I don't care if u like me. I don't care if u hate me. I know im not easy to live with but neither are u. I am complicated. I am realistic. I am pessimistic. i am brutally honest. Don't like it? Let me pretend i care..

About

name: Annur
nick: Heartz
school: Nyp
birthday: 01/06
hobbies: Hang out, philosophical conversations,movies, music, books, writing songs, writing stories, Chillin.
fav music:Muse.Jason Mraz.Franz Ferdinand.Nickleback.Maroon 5.Gorillaz.Dishwalla.Tori Amos.From Autumns To Ashes.Jazz.

Mini Bio

Obsessed with Fire/ Burning
BAnd Muse.
colour Black.
Gadget Creative zen microphoto.
Food Whatever i feel like eating.
Drinks Water/Pokka tea.
Occupation Student.
Guilty pleasure Whipped cream.
Can't live without Handphone.
Will die without My realism friends.
Who are Tasha. Yana. Ian. Khai. Dan. Sherm. Has. Jem. Anil. Trent. and gang...

Sunday, April 24, 2005

American Cities That Best Fit You:

65% Atlanta

60% New York City

55% San Francisco

55% Washington, DC

50% Austin

babyheartz's black past on 12:56 PM

You May Be a Bit Borderline ...

Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame! When you're up, you're a little bit crazy... And when you're down, your whole world is crashing Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute!

babyheartz's black past on 12:45 PM

Friday, April 22, 2005

MISS U!

dedicated to all ma stagearters...

i MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U MISS U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahhahahahhah.........

Well tomorrow got DRAMA!!!!!!! woooooh.!! haha.. get to see all ma darls again... yeah.. cant wait... on another plus side.. 1 week attachment OVER! haha... okok.. 9 more days to go.. but at least i got thru the first week.. k.. gtg doctor now.. ba back and update later k.. bye...

WEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEE~!
babyheartz's black past on 6:40 PM

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

so far so good..

2 days of attachment gone.. 13 more to go.. so far all is good..im pretty tired now so this is gonna be a brief one yeah.. hmm.. so i like my ward.. everything is good... i miss ma darlings so much... want to go out with them! haha.. but then.. i wont be free till at least 2-3 weeks time... haizz... what to do... well.. im super sleepy now.. so sorry if this is such a brief entry...

er... i want stagearts to start again.. withdrawal syptoms starting to appear.. haha.. well.. cant take it.. eyes shutting and i know im babbling now.. haha.. k.. goodnight.. will try to update soon..
babyheartz's black past on 11:48 PM

Sunday, April 17, 2005

GO SMUDGE!

Danceworkswas yesterday night and SMUDGE rocked! haha.. we got second place ya'll... yeah... haha.. it was super fun.. all the stagearters were screaming all the way in support of smudge..most of us even wore green to support them... i have to admit the other teams were good too.. but smudge was very creative! the winning team WHAK wac alright.. they did the exact same routine so it was a bit of been there seen that.. i think the essential part of their team is the little white riding hoods.. personally.. i think knockout is nothing without them.. i mean... they are good la.. but LWRH gives them the essential edge.. over all it was a great night.. had alot of fun.. haha... CONGRATS to SMUGE again!... love ya guys!...
going to my grandma's house soon... then tomorrwo attachment.. so i might abe a bit busy to update... but will try to soon! cya..
babyheartz's black past on 10:59 AM

Friday, April 15, 2005

YAY!!!!!!

hahahahahhahahahhahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EXAM OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TOMORROW DANCEWORKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA!!!!!!!!!! GET TO SEE MY DARLING STAGEARTERS AGIN!!!!!!!!!!HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!IM BEHAVING LIKE AN IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHA THATS CAUSE IM JUST SO GOD DARNED HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!!!!!!!!!!
babyheartz's black past on 6:40 PM

Thursday, April 14, 2005

finally!... thank god..

OMG.. i have been trying to enter this post for like the past week.. my com keeps shutting down the internet explorer halfway! i retyped like 3 times la.. so irritating.. just as im about to post the thing shuts down and all my typing is like gone.. ARGH!.. i hate my com... stupid spywares and viruses... grrrrr...


ok la.. now i try to remember what i wanted to type that day...


i notice that i havent been talking much about wats been happening since production... haha.. or even during production.. well.. im gonna try to rewind back k...


been spending the whole of my study week with ma SA darlings... arifah, raizan, nizam,faisal ( tupai, untah, kambing, biskut respectively) and occassionally with naz... at school... always with the intention of studying la.. but well.. haha.. u can guess the results...


anyway.. i just love these ppl.. really one of the greatest bunch of ppl u will ever get the pleasure of meeting.. i have so much fun with them and im happy too.. which is a big thing for me.. i dun feel that happy too often.. so im glad i found ppl that brighten up my life sooo much.. LOVE YA GUYS!...


not only are the great to hang out with... u should try shopping with them.. super fun la.. haha.. and i have to say.. that we all have a good sense of style!


ok.. so recently alot of my "friends" have been disapointing me la.. like for example.. ppl who promised to watch the production but didnt turn up.. and it made me think... thank god that i am not emotionally attached to ma friends la.. by emotionally attached... i mean that i dun rely on them for things, dun expect anything from them la.. god i remember those days when i was naive and actually thought that the word friendship meant something.. but over the years i realised that its just a word to represent ppl who interact with each other.. thats all.. and im so glad i made those rulez for myself all those months ago.. i mean.. if i was still the old me, i would have been upset and sad that those friends didnt turn up.. but now.. i figure what the heck.. if they had wanted to com and support me.. they would have.. its that plain and simple yeah.. no use stressing over.. so yah...


Those who thought i was so cynical for thinking of friendship this way.. all i have to say is... u have to be me to know... besides.. Life itself proved to me that i was right... so how bout u try get back to real life? and i guarentee u will realise that im right...


so 3 papers are over.. finally... left one more tomorrow.. last one then its over! ahha.,. okok.. i know still got attachment... but id rather go for that then study for exams man.. Saturday danceworks finals! cant wait.. hope Smudge wins!!!!!!!!!
babyheartz's black past on 12:05 PM

Saturday, April 09, 2005

exam fever..

ok.. exam is like starting in less then 2 days.. its on monday!! im so dead ok.. cause i have studied so little.. haizz.. looks like im doomed.. haizz.. well.. just gonna mug a bit more before admitting defeat.. haha...

so been spending so much time with my fellow stagearters.. its been a fun week ya'll! look forward to many more happy days! hehe..

thats all i have time for.. gonna attempt to study enuf to at least get straight c's and d's la.. cya!
babyheartz's black past on 5:03 PM

photos...

ok ppl.. finally uploaded a few photos from the production.. thanks to anselm for his digicam and his uploading! haha... see all the wonderful ppl im surrounded by.. love you all!!
babyheartz's black past on 5:01 PM

ma darling shaz and me.. 
babyheartz's black past on 4:58 PM

3 guys? or three gays? hahha... faisal are u happy now??? 
babyheartz's black past on 3:58 PM

its a bird.. its a plane! its a bunch of stagearters! hehehe~! 
babyheartz's black past on 3:54 PM

The darling committee! love ya guys!! *muaks* 
babyheartz's black past on 3:51 PM

our production poster! hw cool is that?~!! 
babyheartz's black past on 3:50 PM

crazy and candid shot! 
babyheartz's black past on 3:49 PM

how much is that yeeshan at the window? woof woof! 
babyheartz's black past on 3:43 PM

drunk?hahhaa.. party!!! 
babyheartz's black past on 3:40 PM

potential models? haha.. NOT.. thatz zan, faisal and nizam.. 
babyheartz's black past on 3:09 PM

riiiiight... "suzy".. hehe.. "hello suzy.." haha! 
babyheartz's black past on 12:48 AM

ma 2 darlings.. nana and naz... 
babyheartz's black past on 12:44 AM

the sisters seperated at birth! hahah... 
babyheartz's black past on 12:43 AM

Stagearts photo after the production! WEEEE! 
babyheartz's black past on 12:41 AM

My dear stagearts make-up artists! hehe.. adn dila.. :D 
babyheartz's black past on 12:39 AM

Saturday, April 02, 2005

ITS OVER!

OMG>. production is finally over!!! YAY! haha.. last night was amazing.. it was a fantastic show... i just love it.. haha... OMG.. the audience enjoyed the show very much.. they laughed alot.. haha.. backstage was crazy.. but i cant believe its over! We did it! fellow juniors.. this has been an amazing experience for all of us.. im sure we all will do even better in future! haha.. and thanks to the seniors for everything.. STAGEARTS roX!

my family and friends were all there.. even MIkio came! and he was smiling at me in the audience.. haha.. wad a good friend.. my family were all so great and supportive.. haha.. i really had a blast..

right now.. im just so relieved nothin went wrong.. now can just relax and start preparing for exams... freshman orientation coming soon too.. haha... hee~!

k.. abit busy now.. will continue this later k!
babyheartz's black past on 11:33 AM

recent

( the following is just me blabbing whatever i fee...
Whats my type??????
Beautiful Disaster
How will i die?
when i kill myself
....
What kind of Girlfriend am i?
Our time is running out- Muse
why..
finally...

past

12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006

friends

Arifah
Wei Siang
Anastasia
prissy
Yana Daniel
Nisa
Hana
Faisal
Nizam
farhanah
Aisha
Nurul SA
NJ
Shaz
Naz
Ros
Sufiyan
Minaseh
Sihua

links

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credits

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