I don't care if u like me. I don't care if u hate me. I know im not easy to live with but neither are u. I am complicated. I am realistic. I am pessimistic. i am brutally honest. Don't like it? Let me pretend i care..

About

name: Annur
nick: Heartz
school: Nyp
birthday: 01/06
hobbies: Hang out, philosophical conversations,movies, music, books, writing songs, writing stories, Chillin.
fav music:Muse.Jason Mraz.Franz Ferdinand.Nickleback.Maroon 5.Gorillaz.Dishwalla.Tori Amos.From Autumns To Ashes.Jazz.

Mini Bio

Obsessed with Fire/ Burning
BAnd Muse.
colour Black.
Gadget Creative zen microphoto.
Food Whatever i feel like eating.
Drinks Water/Pokka tea.
Occupation Student.
Guilty pleasure Whipped cream.
Can't live without Handphone.
Will die without My realism friends.
Who are Tasha. Yana. Ian. Khai. Dan. Sherm. Has. Jem. Anil. Trent. and gang...

Sunday, May 15, 2005

PaRty!

hmm.. lets see.. on friday i went to sbm jam and hop.. had a BLAST!... haha... mostly cause i was with my stagearters... thats why it was fun.. saw ma cousin there.. she looks cool.. hhaa.. all the freshies were so cute.. haha.. actually it was only for sbm la.. but stagearts performing what.. so ofcourse we all go in la.. haha.. but it really was super fun... dance and dance all night.. wow.. raizan was hot man.. haha.. i mean.. he was doing solo freestyle at least 3 times on the stage.. im betting at least 80% of the girls have a crush on him by now.. hahha.. honoured to be his friend ar... hahhaahaha... oh well.. to all those girls.. HE's TaKen.. and by a good friend of mine.. so u try to mess with her.. u mess with me.. = u mess with the wrong person..

hmm.. my weekends are getting super boring.. oh man.. im like sooo bored la.. haha.. oh well.. i decided to stay at home this weekend.. cause im going holiday next week la.. so spend some time with my mum.. cause once i go holiday and i come back start attachment already.. besides.. i intend to go out a few days next week.. so play safe la.. stay at home this weekend..

hmm.. not much else.. oh yah.. alot of stagearters got into nyp idol and nyp bell and beau... thats a good thing.. haha.,. im sad i cant go watch.. stupid attachment.. haizz.. im gonna go yell at the world for awhile.. cya...


babyheartz's black past on 2:10 PM

Thursday, May 12, 2005

i can't make u love me...

Turn down the lights
Turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize
Don't patronize me.


Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
Cause I can't make you love me if you don't.


I'll close my eyes, then I won't see
The love you don't feel when you're holdin me
Mornin will come and I'll do what's right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight.


Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
Cause I can't make you love me if you don't.

just another classic oldie... haizz.. i dunno wats going on anymore.. god, please help me get through this...
babyheartz's black past on 11:49 PM

Sunday, May 01, 2005

never again 2

The song lyrics i put below is from a song by justin called Never Again. It's a really sad and beautiful song. i cant really explain what about it appealed to me, but i just think its a great song. ma fav line?


"Sadness has me at the end of the line.
Helpless watched you break this heart of mine.
And loneliness only wants you back here with me.
Common sense knows that you're not good enough for me
And all you had to do
Was apologize, and mean it"


Its a beautiful song.. so go listen to it yah.. im sure most of us can relate to the song..
babyheartz's black past on 8:26 PM

never again..

"Never Again" Justin Timberlake.


Would have given up my life for you
Guess it's true what they say about love
It's blind
Girl, you lied straight to my face
Looking in my eyes
And I believed you 'cause I loved you more than life
And all you had to do
Was apologize


You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me, again


No, no, no, no, no, no


Sadness has me at the end of the line
Helpless watched you break this heart of mine
And loneliness only wants you back here with me
Common sense knows that you're not good enough for me
And all you had to do
Was apologize, and mean it


But you didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me


I wish like hell I could go back in time
Maybe then I could see how
Forgiveness says that I should give you one more try
But it's too late, it's over now


You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me
AgainAgain, yeah, yeah
Again, again, again, yeah, yeah, yeah
Never get to love me
babyheartz's black past on 8:21 PM

recent

( the following is just me blabbing whatever i fee...
Whats my type??????
Beautiful Disaster
How will i die?
when i kill myself
....
What kind of Girlfriend am i?
Our time is running out- Muse
why..
finally...

past

12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006

friends

Arifah
Wei Siang
Anastasia
prissy
Yana Daniel
Nisa
Hana
Faisal
Nizam
farhanah
Aisha
Nurul SA
NJ
Shaz
Naz
Ros
Sufiyan
Minaseh
Sihua

links

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credits

blogger
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