Tuesday, September 27, 2005
To that someone...
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Remember the good times that we had?I let them slip away from us when things got badHow clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sunWanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the oneI will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so tired but I can't sleepStandin' on the edge of something much too deepIt's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a wordWe are screaming inside, but we can't be heardBut I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to looseClinging to a past that doesn't let me chooseOnce there was a darkness, deep and endless nightYou gave me everything you had, oh you gave me lightAnd I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
babyheartz's black past on 10:06 PM
heaven
A friend of mine recently found whom she calls the
love of her life... yup.. she actually wants to marry the guy.. and he's pretty up for it too.. not that they are getting married.. but they are heading that direction... she says how she feels is describable in this song..
oh thinkin about our younger years
there was only you and me
we were young and wild and free
Now nothing can take you away from me
we've been down that road before
but thats over now
you keep me coming back for more
Baby you're all that i want
When you're lying here in my arms
Im finding it hard to believe
we're i heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isnt too hard to see
We're In Heaven
We're in heaven
Now nothing can change what you mean to me
there's a lot that i can say
but just hold me now
cuz our love will light the way
Baby you're all that i want
When you're lying here in my arms
Im finding it hard to believe
we're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isnt too hard to see
We're In Heaven
Now our dreams are coming true
through the good times and the bad
i'll be standing there by you...
i know its
super corny right?? i agree... but hey.. who am i to say she hasn't found the ONE for her.. im happy for her,,, hehe.. but sometimes u just cant help but think.. is feeling that way too good to be true? can anyone really find their soulmate.. their other half?... i dunno.. guess we'll only find out when it happens... if it happens... gtg... test after test after test... grrrrr
babyheartz's black past on 9:28 PM
Sunday, September 25, 2005
this and that and this and that
HARlow... haha.. ok.. so firstly congrats to steezers for winning second for Suntec DAnce!!!! woooh... u guys so rock! secondly... im like so busy! just finish O&G attachment! yay! haha.. now its tests and exams time! i think im so gonna not do well.. ive been slacking sooo much.. hmm.. at least my friend taufiq lent me his old bio notes.. with pics and all.. thanks! appreciate it.. hopefully i can scrape through with a C or something... haizz.. busy busy.. alimni night to prep for.. then dramafestival.. not to mention hari raya and more attachments coming up.. geez.. im exhausting myself man.. i mean.. i like to keep busy.. im just hoping that i won't burn out.. i just drank a gallon of coffee so i can study the night away.. i know its nuts.. but my mum insist on going to my aunts house tomorrow.. so i have to make up for tomorrows lost study time.. this will be the first time i touch my books! i knoww.. im so dead right? haizzz...
Haizz.. my minds so filled with thoughts... thinkin about him.. about school.. about SA... sooo many things! haizz.. anyone read harry potter? u know the pensieve? i wish i had one now.. so i could empty my thoughts into it so i have a clear mind to study.. wishful thinkin on my part.. sigh... then u knwo what.. VTP money taken away... IRRITATING right.. already barely have enough money.. then a few measly dollars also want to take away... im so MAD... stupid hospitals.. grrrrrrrrrrr
haizz.. i want to go out and just enjoy.. but i know i cant... i have to study.. a friend told me to not slack.. cause he did the same in his yr 2 and regretted it.. im trying to make up for lost time.. but i dunno if i can.. sigh.. i really have to.. i need a 3.5 gpa... currently mine is 3.2.. i dunno how im gonna pull this off!!!!
alumni night should be a blast... especially the freshies drama.. hehe.. the script so cute!! kudos to nizam on that! and a shout out to arifah.. doing a good job as an IC! wooh.. and hello to the rest of the committee members! i know we can do it guys! hehe...
k la.. thats all for now.. need to go study... try to update soon... nights!
babyheartz's black past on 12:11 AM
Sunday, September 04, 2005
WAD A WEEK!
OMG... its been like ages la... haha.. sorry sorry... im way tooo busy... im just running around everywhere and i'm absolutely tired all the time.. haha.. although i am having the time of my life.. i've just been making so much lemonade with those lemons life gave me and im just really taking everything spontaneously and living life... weeeeeeh... i can only hope things get better.. and if they dun.. i'll make it get better...i've never felt this good.. this free in a long time... the stupid thing is that i hardly sleep... its a problem... cause i force myself to enjoy life.. that the only time rality come back to bite me in the ass is when im lying down trying to sleep.. so naturally i have spent so many sleepless nights... sleep is like no longer important... haizz... eyebags galore....
anyway... i just came back from suntec dance 3rd heats... my god there was sooo much talent there la... i was blown away man... phooh... by the way..
CONGRATS!!!!!!!! to all who made it to finals... STEEzErS.. u ROCK!.. and all my love to
Li'L FIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to everyone la.. congrats.. u guys kicked ass out there man... to my darling SA dancers.. it's ok guys.. u did great!! Ti'll next Year huh... haha..
LOVE U ALL!!!!!!! MUAH!!!!really lah.. i have had a great week... spend time with family, laughing with my dear friends... conversations with ROS... grrr.. meow....
(flashback!)... HAHAHA... then i went to my friendz bday chalet ( by the way
happy bday nana!)... not like some blow out of a wild party or what.. but i had fun and i really enjoyed myself la.. it was great to just lay back and relax... the beach in the mornin is great... it gave me alot of reflection time.. and i have to say my mind was so much clearer... it felt great...
hmm.. wad else ar... i actually wanna update some SA camp photos la.. i will do so k.. along with some other photos that my darling arifah took! fun fun fun!!!!! hehe.. k.. im totally exhausted.. and my shoulder is aching!.. GOODNIGHT!
babyheartz's black past on 12:11 AM
