i walk alone...

I don't care if u like me. I don't care if u hate me. I know im not easy to live with but neither are u. I am complicated. I am realistic. I am pessimistic. i am brutally honest. Don't like it? Let me pretend i care..

Sunday, September 04, 2005

WAD A WEEK!

OMG... its been like ages la... haha.. sorry sorry... im way tooo busy... im just running around everywhere and i'm absolutely tired all the time.. haha.. although i am having the time of my life.. i've just been making so much lemonade with those lemons life gave me and im just really taking everything spontaneously and living life... weeeeeeh... i can only hope things get better.. and if they dun.. i'll make it get better...i've never felt this good.. this free in a long time... the stupid thing is that i hardly sleep... its a problem... cause i force myself to enjoy life.. that the only time rality come back to bite me in the ass is when im lying down trying to sleep.. so naturally i have spent so many sleepless nights... sleep is like no longer important... haizz... eyebags galore....

anyway... i just came back from suntec dance 3rd heats... my god there was sooo much talent there la... i was blown away man... phooh... by the way.. CONGRATS!!!!!!!! to all who made it to finals... STEEzErS.. u ROCK!.. and all my love to Li'L FIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to everyone la.. congrats.. u guys kicked ass out there man... to my darling SA dancers.. it's ok guys.. u did great!! Ti'll next Year huh... haha.. LOVE U ALL!!!!!!! MUAH!!!!

really lah.. i have had a great week... spend time with family, laughing with my dear friends... conversations with ROS... grrr.. meow.... (flashback!)... HAHAHA... then i went to my friendz bday chalet ( by the way happy bday nana!)... not like some blow out of a wild party or what.. but i had fun and i really enjoyed myself la.. it was great to just lay back and relax... the beach in the mornin is great... it gave me alot of reflection time.. and i have to say my mind was so much clearer... it felt great...

hmm.. wad else ar... i actually wanna update some SA camp photos la.. i will do so k.. along with some other photos that my darling arifah took! fun fun fun!!!!! hehe.. k.. im totally exhausted.. and my shoulder is aching!.. GOODNIGHT!

babyheartz's black past on 12:11 AM