i walk alone...

I don't care if u like me. I don't care if u hate me. I know im not easy to live with but neither are u. I am complicated. I am realistic. I am pessimistic. i am brutally honest. Don't like it? Let me pretend i care..

About

name: Annur
nick: Heartz
school: Nyp
birthday: 01/06
hobbies: Hang out, philosophical conversations,movies, music, books, writing songs, writing stories, Chillin.
fav music:Muse.Jason Mraz.Franz Ferdinand.Nickleback.Maroon 5.Gorillaz.Dishwalla.Tori Amos.From Autumns To Ashes.Jazz.

Mini Bio

Obsessed with Fire/ Burning
BAnd Muse.
colour Black.
Gadget Creative zen microphoto.
Food Whatever i feel like eating.
Drinks Water/Pokka tea.
Occupation Student.
Guilty pleasure Whipped cream.
Can't live without Handphone.
Will die without My realism friends.
Who are Tasha. Yana. Ian. Khai. Dan. Sherm. Has. Jem. Anil. Trent. and gang...

Saturday, November 12, 2005

Angels or devils...

Currently im in LOVE with this song.. SIGH.. LOvE it..

DISHWALLA - Angels Or Devils lyrics
this is the last time

that I'm ever gonna come here tonight

this is the last time -

I will fall into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you

I can see the love in you

but fighting all the demons will take time

it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us

are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly

the devils they burn inside of us

are we ever gonna come back down

come around

I'm always gonna worry about

the things that could make us cold

this is the last time

that I'm ever gonna give in tonight

are there angels or devils crawling here?

I just want to know what blurs and what is clear -

to see

still I can see the pain in you

and I can see the love in you

and fighting all the demons will take time

it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us

are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly

the devils they burn inside of u

sare we ever gonna come back down - come around

I'm always gonna worry about

the things that could break us

if I was to give in - give it up-

and thentake a breath - make it deep

cause it might be the last one you get

be the last one that could make us cold

you know that they could make us cold

I'm always gonna worry about

the things that could make us cold

babyheartz's black past on 12:59 AM

You Learn

"You live you learn

You love you learn

You cry you learn

You lose you learn

You bleed you learn

You scream you learn"

I recommend biting off more than you can chew to anyone

I certainly do

I recommend sticking your foot in your mouth at any time

Feel free

Throw it down

(the caution blocks you from the wind)

Hold it up (to the rays)

You wait and see when the smoke clears

babyheartz's black past on 12:54 AM

maroon 5 - through with you

Can you see me

Floating above your head

As you lay in bed

Thinking about everything

That you did not do

Cause saying I love you

Has nothing to do with meaning it

And I don't trust you

Cause every time you're here

Your intentions are unclear

I spend every hour waiting for a phone call

That I know will never come

I used to think you were the one

Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all

You ain't ever coming back to me

That's not how things were supposed to be

You take my hand just to give it back

No other lover has ever done that

Do you remember

The way we used to melt

Do you remember how it felt

When I touched you

Oh cause I remember very well

And how long has it been

Since someone you let in

Has given what I gave to you

And at night when you sleep

Do you dream I would be there

Just for a minute or two do you?

You ain't ever coming back to me

That's not how things were supposed to be

You take my hand just to give it back

No other lover has ever done that

Heartache heartache I just have so much

A simple love with a complex touch

There is nothing you can say or do

I called to let you know I'm through with you

babyheartz's black past on 12:45 AM

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

i know were cool..

It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life
Passes things, get more comfortable
Everything is going right

And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me
are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
I know we're cool

We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain
Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown, oh
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
I know we're cool

Yeah, I know we're cool

And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles
And now we're hanging out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we've been
I know we're cool
I know we're cool
C-cool, I know we're cool
I know we're cool

babyheartz's black past on 9:37 PM

recent

( the following is just me blabbing whatever i fee...
Whats my type??????
Beautiful Disaster
How will i die?
when i kill myself
....
What kind of Girlfriend am i?
Our time is running out- Muse
why..
finally...

past

12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006

friends

Arifah
Wei Siang
Anastasia
prissy
Yana Daniel
Nisa
Hana
Faisal
Nizam
farhanah
Aisha
Nurul SA
NJ
Shaz
Naz
Ros
Sufiyan
Minaseh
Sihua

links

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credits

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